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Wednesday, February 10, 2016

A Fast like This….

     There comes a moment in our lives when we all realize that we are all carrying around way too much extra baggage and we need to let it go. The baggage may look different for each of us, and it may be easier for some of us to hide than others, but at the end of the day, we all have it. Maybe for some, there is a relationship that doesn’t serve you anymore and you need to remove that baggage from your life so that you can walk a little lighter. Maybe you have been hanging on to anger or resentment over something that a loved one said or did to you, and while it may feel good to hang on to that righteous indignation, all it does is add weight to your load. Maybe the thing that needs to be removed from your life is an addiction, a fear of change or some other fear that is holding you back, or something that is causing damage to you or others around you without you even knowing it. And we must also recognize that while all of us carry around a lot of our own baggage, there are also times when other people lay baggage on us that we didn’t even want. Baggage that has nothing to do with us but yet we still carry it around as if it were our own and we become oppressed by it.

         We have gathered tonight to celebrate Ash Wednesday- a time where we come face to face with our humanity, with our flesh, with what it means to be human, have a body and acknowledge that that body is not going to last forever. We acknowledge our brokenness and our sins and our need for God to take them away from us. Psalm 51 which we read tonight is a psalm of confession- blot out my iniquities, create in me a clean heart. Take out the heart that is broken and replace it with a clean spirit. Cleanse me of my sin. Image after image of our need for God to intervene in our lives and remove the burden that sin creates. 

         Last night we celebrated what the church calls Shrove Tuesday or Mardi Gras- where we focus on abundance before a time of scarcity. Last night we feasted to get ready for what we are going to do tonight. Traditionally, Shrove Tuesday was about more than just feasting on delicious food, it also encompassed a time of confession. The word shrove or shrive actually means to confess your sins. And so the days leading up to Ash Wednesday were traditionally a time of confession; a time to be absolved of your sins and unburden your soul before you begin a period of self-reflection and spiritual deepening. It is a time to let go baggage so that you can walk through at least the next 40 days a little lighter.         
         What is so interesting is that the root of the word carnival, which is this period that leads up to the start of Lent, actually comes from two Latin words- carnis, which means “meat” and levare for "removal." So it makes sense then that many Catholics give up or remove meat from their diets throughout the season of Lent. And while as Methodists we don’t typically follow this practice, we do give up other things. But as I have been reflecting over this season of carnival and Ash Wednesday and Lent, I am beginning to wonder if perhaps removing flesh, fasting, has less to do with becoming a vegetarian for 40 days, and more to do with this practice of letting go, removing from our flesh, the baggage that we so often carry with us. Taking off the weight of all those things that hold us down and prevent us from experiencing life as God intended it to be. For most of us when we think about confession, we think about guilt, but really confession is about naming and letting go of anything and everything that we don’t need or want in our lives anymore. Anything that doesn’t serve God’s purposes for our lives or the life of the world.

         So fasting, then, essentially becomes about letting go and removing from our flesh, the baggage that weighs us down and prevents us from experiencing full life in God. What is the extra baggage, the things that don’t bring you abundant life, that you need to let go of or remove from your life in order to follow Jesus more closely? That is one part of what it means to fast.  But that’s not the whole picture, because we also read tonight from the prophet Isaiah. And the prophet has some harsh words for Israel. Just to give context- Isaiah is speaking after Israel has returned from the Babylonian exile. They are allowed to go back to their land and are trying to rebuild everything that has been lost. And so as they go through this process of rebuilding they are also going through the motions of all these religious rituals that they think make God happy, so that God will bless them and guide them in this process of rebuilding.  And the thing about going through the motions is that while you may look good to those around you, and you may feel pretty good about yourself, you will never be able to fool God. God will always see right through it. So God sends Isaiah to say this to Israel,


Is such the fast that I choose,
   a day to humble oneself?
Is it to bow down the head like a bulrush,
   and to lie in sackcloth and ashes?
Will you call this a fast,
   a day acceptable to the Lord?

Is not this the fast that I choose:
   to loose the bonds of injustice,
   to undo the thongs of the yoke,
to let the oppressed go free,
   and to break every yoke?

Is it not to share your bread with the hungry, 
and bring the homeless poor into your house;
when you see the naked, to cover them, 
and not to hide yourself from your own kin?”


         That is not the pat on the back the Israelites were expecting to hear. Because instead of telling them, “good job”, God is essentially redefining their understanding of what a fast is. Removing the yoke, removing injustice and oppression from the flesh- Fasting is so much more than just giving up a certain food. It is about so much more than denying ourselves the pleasures of life to create self discipline. Now, that can certainly be part of a fast if those things that you are giving up are keeping you from following Jesus and if giving them up helps you to embrace a fuller life in Christ. But Isaiah reminds us that fasting is ultimately about so much more. It is about loosening the bonds that keep all of God’s children held down and undoing the ties keep us from being free; taking the yokes, the baggage, off our backs.
        
         And while we typically look at fasting as an individual endeavor, here God is saying this is about so much more- its about community. It’s not just about removing and letting go of baggage in weighs us down. Here Isaiah says that a fast that is pleasing to the Lord means removing that which weighs down other people’s flesh as well. All flesh. Remove the bonds of injustice and oppression. Literally untie and take off the bandages that have tied up people’s bodies for so long. That is the fast, the removing from the flesh, that God desires and longs for.
        
         I will be honest and say that there have been many years I have tried to go through the motions of a fast by giving up something like sweets or chocolate for Lent, when really I was trying to serve my own purposes of losing a few pounds before Easter. And ultimately I know that the point of my fast is not pleasing God by losing 5 pounds because I know that God’s primary concern is not what I look like. But I do know that God is deeply concerned about the full life of all of God’s children. And I know that God cares about protecting and defending the most vulnerable. I also know that if we’re going to talk about chocolate, West Africa is home to 2/3 of the world’s cacao beans (cocoa), the main ingredient in chocolate—a product that fuels a $90 billion a year industry. And in between the years of 2009 and 2014 the number of children working in the cocoa industry has increased 51%, even after many of the worlds leading chocolate producers, companies that we all know and love, promised to self regulate and end child slavery in their businesses by 2015. These children working for these cocoa producers range from ages 11-16, many trapped in isolated farms where they would work 80 to 100 hours a week.

“To let the oppressed go free and to break every yoke.”

         So maybe then, fasting is not just about giving up something for the extra benefit of aesthetic purposes, maybe fasting has more to do with researching where the things that I use and enjoy in my day-to-day life come from- my coffee, my chocolate, my clothes, so that I can support those businesses that have ethical practices and are not contributing to the oppression and endangerment of the most vulnerable among us. So that in some way shape or form I as an individual and we as a community can help remove the yokes, the injustices that have been oppressing God’s children for so long.

         Because if you know anything about a yoke, it isn’t worn alone. It is actually what ties two cows together. So it’s really interesting that this is the language that Isaiah uses with the Israelites. He goes on to say in verse 9- “If you remove the yoke from among you, the pointing of the finger, the speaking of evil, 10if you offer your food to the hungry and satisfy the needs of the afflicted, then your light shall rise in the darkness and your gloom be like the noonday.” Friends we are all in this together. We belong to each other, literally yoked together, tied together. And yes, we are even yoked to people on the other side of the world whom we have never met. What ties us together is our common humanity, the fact that we are all children of God that God created out of dust and called good and desires freedom and full life for all of us. And we will not be able to fully let go of our baggage, take that weight off of our flesh, and live into life as God intended it to be until we take off not only the part of the yoke that’s on us, but help take it off from our neighbors as well. Then, as Isaiah says, ancient ruins will be rebuilt and streets will be restored, we will be fully healed. Then the kingdom will become a little more present among us.

         What is the yoke, the baggage that God is calling you to take off and let go of in your own life? And where might we begin to look for the yokes that are weighing down our brothers and sisters all over the world and use our voice or our money or our power to in some way shape or form untie the ties that are keeping those yokes weighing down on them?

         “Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me.”

       This isn’t something that we can do by ourselves. It is only through the grace of God and by the work of the Holy Spirit. Jesus issues us an invitation to let him place his yoke on our shoulders, because that yoke is one that brings freedom and life. But in order to do that, the oppressive yoke must be removed, all the baggage that doesn’t serve us anymore and that prevents us from experiencing abundant life. And it can’t just be removed from our flesh, we must take it off of our neighbors’ too. Because we belong to one another and we belong to God. This is the kind of fast that is acceptable to God. This is what God longs for and desires for each and every one of us. This is what will allow all of us to truly embrace what it means to be fully human.








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